You are magical

It was Saturday, April 14, 2012

I don't know why i'm scare. Even i just re-write this conversation, it's taken me so long to let my doubts go. Remind me of the last conversation that we did. The sweetest one.

Him : "Makasih yaaaa ☺. For today, yesterday, and maybe next day. Yaaah mulai. Senyum senyum ga jelas baca bbm aku. Grogi ?"

Gue : "Makasih kenapa?"

Him : "Jangan loncat loncat tapi yah :p. Makasih atas keputusan kamu masuk ke hidup aku. Ini bbm di read tapi ga ada yang bales. Grogi ? Melting ?"

Saat itu gue setengah sadar setengah kesurupan, panas dingin, dag dig dug der daia, dan jari gue kaku ga bisa mencet keypad. Seneng, bahagia, semuanya. Gue heran kenapa dia selalu tau kalo gue grogi sampe mau mampus atau melting karena semua bbm dari dia. Jadi ga bisa jaim gue. Rese.

Him : "I've looking so long at these pictures of you. That i almost believe that they're real. I've been living so long with my pictures of you. That i almost believe that the picture are all i could feel. -Picture Of You- The Cure."

Gue : "Tengkyu idung ☺. Waaaaa makasih banyak ! Sumpah aku kayak orang gila sekarang"

Him : "Haha. I can't say anything. Or bring you something. I hope you can feel this, my desire. ☺"

Gue : "Stop kasih emot smile gitu"

Him : "Kenapa dah ?"

Gue : "Kamu yang kasih aku yang senyum jadinya"

Him : "Ini aja yah :*"

Gue : "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i'm going to die"

Him : "Cause you driving me so crazy. Let there be love -Oasis-. Download dan dengerin. Buat kamu dari aku. Just remember i'll be back at your side so let there be love ☺"

Hari itu kita ngobrol banyaaaak banget. Dari mulai becanda sampe janjian mau nonton (lagi lagi gak terwujud) sampe ngomong serius. That was a day that we did the sweetest conversation for last time. Gue gak mau berlebay lebay ria, cuma gue seneng banget hari itu. Yah walaupun diakhiri dengan pembicaraan yang kurang enak. But it was the best feeling that i've ever had. Lagi lagi untuk kesekian kalinya gue mau ucapin terima kasih banyak buat dia.

Him : "So don't go away, say what you say but say that you'll stay. Cause i need more time, yes i need more time just to make this right. -Don't Go Away- Oasis."

Life's too short to have a regret. So say everything that you want to say. Maybe it's difficult to say, but more difficult to regret. Don't wish on a star, reach for one.

You don't need to ask me to stay, because i've already here beside you

You said that you need more time to make this right

i'm nineteen years old, and i still have eighty years on my hand

i'll waste it all for you

My life is not perfect

but when you're with me, it's pretty damn close